November 5, 2011


Hannah putting together the bags
Hannah's Cans for Cancer sponsored Halloween again this year for Cohen Children's Hospital. We put together 450 goodies bags for the hospital to hand out during Halloween week. One hundred of those were npo bags-without food or candy, for kids who aren't able to eat while at clinic. We also put together 4 special baskets of goodies for kids in the bone marrow transplant unit. Those kids can't have anything that can't be washed down, nor anything live or from the ground (pumpkins) they are in isolation.

We also took 175 pumpkins for the kids to decorate. We provide them with foam decorating kits for the pumpkins and they go to town! Thank you to the 3 local places that donated the pumpkins-Krupski's, Helen's and VerDerBer's. They all generously donate each year without hesitation.

washing the pumpkins
tired after all that washing!
This year Hannah dressed as a penguin for Halloween. She was hesitant to wear her costume until she sent her friends a text of the costume and they approved, phew!! She had a good time that night, getting lots of candy and doing a great job of keeping up with everyone, even while yelling over her shoulder at me "MY FEET HURT!!" She was happy, I was happy. I was remembering those days not that long ago when she had to sit and be pulled in the wagon, too tired to get out and walk with her friends!


Hannah's Cans for Cancer has been busy too! We held a magazine subscription drive to provide some magazines for the kids and the parents at the hospital. Hannah's school was holding a fundraiser and she wanted to order some magazines. Our family really didn't need any magazines, so Hannah suggested we get some for the hospital. What a great idea!! We put the word out on facebook and thanks to all of our friends, we were able to get a total of 20 subscriptions. Our hospital childlife friends were very happy to hear that will be receiving magazines very soon to use in their clinic, and inpatient area. A big THANK YOU to everyone who stepped up and donated a subscription!! What a response!!


We're preparing now for Christmas. We have adopted families for the past few years, helping out those that couldn't provide anything for their families at Christmas time. This year, we are continuing the tradition, helping out even more families. We are holding a GIFT CARD DRIVE!! We will deliver the gift cards to the hospital before Christmas so that they can pass them out to needy families. The families can then use them to buy gifts, or food, or gas, or whatever they need! We will be able to help many families, with hopefully, MANY gift cards!!

Please consider helping a family for Christmas this year. These are families who have a child struggling with cancer. These are families who may not know about their future together as a family. These are families who are spending most of their time at the hospital, if they can, with their child as they watch them struggle through radiation that burns, chemo that hurts, transfusions, iv's, needle sticks, transplants, and tears. It's not easy, especially during the holidays. So while you're out shopping this season, please consider picking up a gift card. They can be visa/mastercard/american express or any major store like Target, ToysRUs, Walmart, etc. Or, if you would prefer you can send cash and we will purchase the gift card for you. Please send gift cards/cash donations to us at:

Hannah's Cans for Cancer, Inc.
1556 Grand Avenue
Mattituck, NY 11952

You can also send money via paypal to me at kprokop@optonline.net. Thank you for helping us help the kids this year!!!

Kim

Sunday, September 11, 2011

Today goes without saying, we are all remembering the events of 10 years ago today. A sad day, a day to remember all those that died, all those that survived and all the heroes.

To begin, I just noticed that I had written a post back in July but I never published it. I just sent that out, so if you received it by email, this is why you are receiving two emails this time. If you are reading this on the blog, scroll down to the July post to read a bit of history!

Summer is over here, the girls are back in school. We spent a week of fun in Indiana, Wyoming and Montana in August. The girls and I traveled to Indiana and spent a week at my parents house doing chores like this........

Cutting grass with Grandpa
...and mostly having lots of fun. We met Dave out in Wyoming. He had our trip planned out, hiking in the Grand Tetons, hiking in Yellowstone. We also went horseback riding, whitewater rafting, site seeing, saw Old Faithful, hot springs, geothermal pools and much more. Check out the buffalo walking down the middle of the road in Yellowstone-right next to our car! If you ever get the chance to go out west, it's really worth the trip. Hannah didn't particularly enjoy all the hiking, but I have to admit, it wasn't as difficult as our Canadian hikes last summer.

Hannah with an Elk
Our pet buffalo


Waterfall in Yellowstone
Old Faithful



We started school in New York just this past week on the 8th. I don't think any of us were ready to go back. Hannah was very apprehensive to say the least. She had consistently told us that she "wasn't going to 7th grade." I did mention to her that she would have an aide to help her out, get her from class to class and her comment was "do I know this person?" "No, probably not," I answered. "Well then what good is that?" she said. That's Hannah, black and white. I did receive a surprise call in August from Hannah's aide she had in elementary (grades 2-5.) She told me that the school had placed her with Hannah for 7th grade! Alleluia that was great news. I waited until nearly the start of school to tell Hannah, just in case a change was made. When I told her that Mrs. W. would be her aide, it was almost like a wave of relief washed over her. She stopped saying that she wasn't going to school and seemed more open to talking about it. We met with her school counselor, we took tours, we tried to get as comfortable as possible with school.

That first day last week I was like a robot, trying to act like everything is normal, while worrying that Hannah would get out of the car and walk into school by herself. The night before, Hannah kept yelling out after going to bed..."text Mrs. W. and make she she will meet me inside the door at school." Text Mrs. W. and ask if she can stay with me the whole time." "Text Mrs. W. and make sure she knows the right door tomorrow." She was yelling things out for about an hour, at which time I told her I would no longer be able to hear her because I was going upstairs to bed, so she had better stop yelling (and now also coughing) or she would have no voice in the morning. Oh, did I mention that Hannah had pneumonia the week before school? It began while in Indiana, continued through our vacation and because she was still coughing a terrible cough when we returned, I took her to the doctor. Bingo...pneumonia. She didn't feel badly, but definitely had fluid in her lungs.

I digress...she got right out of the car in the pouring rain and thunder and walked down the long sidewalk and into 7th grade. I cried, yes I did.

So we're on the next leg of our journey now, jr/sr high school. Day one went great, day two she said she wasn't getting out of bed. I told her "get out of bed and knock it off, it's only Day 2." Maybe I'll start a countdown calendar like we had this summer for their cousin Sydney. Wonder how many days left?

Kim





Thursday, July 28, 2011

Hannah had brain and spine MRI's this week with GREAT results...all clear!! Hannah remains cancer free!! It was a very long day for her, we left for the hospital at 10am and didn't get home until 10pm.

On the way, we stopped off to deliver two bunnies to Hannah's favorite nurse from clinic-Antonella!! All of the bunnies are now adopted out, yippee!

We had planned to head over to Olive Garden for lunch then, but neither of us were hungry so we headed in early to the hospital. We met Faye from childlife to deliver a car full of toys!! Thanks to a donation from a local lady (thank you so very much Susan) we had two full carts of toys to donate.

We headed over to clinic and they got us right in. Everything checked out well. Her oncologist was happy with her growth since last time and although she is still on the short side, she IS growing so there is no need for growth hormone (which I probably wouldn't give her anyway.) There is no explanation for her continued foot pain. The doctor recommended getting some good tennis shoes to wear for sports and activities and wearing her orthotics (oh no, not those, you mean the ones with dust collecting in the corner of her room!!)

MRI said they could try and fit us in at the open spot used for emergencies at 3pm. Our original appointment time was 4pm. We headed down promptly at 3pm and sat there. And made pom pom animals and sat there. And froze in the 50 degree temps down there and SAT there. They didn't get us in early. They didn't get us in at our regularly scheduled time. They didn't get us in until 5:30pm. We sat there for 2 1/2 hours before we went in for a 2 hour MRI. I don't know how she did it, but she laid still for so long after sitting there waiting for so long!! Frustrating!

I just tried to keep her distracted and happy (how do you think that worked?) We were both more than ready for our Olive Garden traditional dinner afterwards. We headed home and had quite a lightening show on the way, getting home about 10pm. We were pooped!!

I called for results the next morning at 10:30am, which I thought showed quite a bit of restraint. No results yet, was told to call back at 2pm if I didn't hear earlier. I called again at 2:30pm and left a message. When the PA called back I knew it was good news. Last time the doctor called me back and that sends all kinds of red flags up immediately. Our PA, who we really like, gave Hannah the news first on the phone, which was interesting. No changes (still shows the area of mystery, but it is unchanged.) Phew!!!!

So it's back to our summer fun. Hannah is playing tennis and swimming on the swim team, Colby is playing lacrosse, basketball and spending a lot of time at the barn. We are looking forward to their cousin Sydney arriving this Sunday. She will stay until August 9th when the three girls will fly to grandma and grandpa's house by themselves. I will follow on August 12th and then on August 18th we will meet up with Dave in Jackson Hole Wyoming to spend time at Yellowstone and the Grand Tetons. Looking forward to that...although said she is NOT hiking!!!

Thanks to everyone for all your well wishes and support! Enjoy the summer!


Kim

Saturday, May 14, 2011

Hannah and I traveled to Boston on Sunday to be there for her scheduled neuropsychology testing on Monday morning. We went up early on Sunday and went the aquarium, one of Hannah's favorite places when we stayed in Boston for radiation. We walked around, went to the aquarium and then Hannah took me out to our favorite seafood restaurant in Boston for Mother's Day!



The neuropscyh test is a measure of Hannah's cognitive functions. It's a very extensive test and very long! The test normally takes 3-31/2 hours. Hannah's took 5. She came out about half way through and was upset. They had asked her to names the months of the year backwards, which she had trouble doing. I wasn't surprised the testing took so long, it was the same last time she had the test-three years ago when she was 8. The radiation has severely impacted her processing speed, among other things, so while she can get to the answers, she works slower. The test is very helpful in identifying all of Hannah's brain function issues, and we use it with the school to formulate her IEP and make the accomodations she needs to be successful in school. We should have the results in about two weeks, I'm not anticipating there will be any major changes from her test results in the past.

We also stopped by the proton center, where Hannah had radiation back in 2008. We got to see a few familiar faces, the place looked the same. I was holding it together pretty well until a little girl bounded out of the back, skipping along with her bald little head. I just had to turn around, it was hard to see being on the "other side." of things now. Knowing just how hard it is for that little girl right now, and how hard it may become.

We're still gearing up for RELAY FOR LIFE coming in just a few short weeks. I sure hope it's warmer by then! We're not planning on spending the night, but we'll be there until at least midnight, so cold weather be gone!

Thank you to everyone who sent in their luminary orders. We are up to 19 luminaries so far. Please consider joining us in the fight against cancer by purchasing a luminary.

Here is what we need if you are purchasing a bag:
  • Your name and address

  • Who is to be honored on the bag (in memorial or in honor of)

  • Any photos or artwork you would like included on the bag (you can email or send them)

  • Anything additionally you would like us to include on your bag

  • Your check made out to American Cancer Society-bags are $10 each, send to us at 1556 Grand Avenue, Mattituck, NY 11952. You may send the money via paypal at kprokop@optonline.net. Please let me if you send it via paypal so that I can watch for it.

    Thank you all for your support for us and the fight against cancer.
    Kim

    Monday, May 2, 2011

    HANNAH at RELAY for LIFE 2010

    It's that time again, yes we are all another year older. Relay for Life. This year, our relay is June 4th/June 5th. Our focus again for our Relay for Life will be on offering luminary bags in honor of a special person in your life touched by cancer. These bags have so much significance during the Relay. Here is a description about the luminaries:

    Help us shed light on the fight…

    Whether it’s a parent, a sibling, a friend or a neighbor, we all know someone who has been touched by cancer. Relay For Life is one way of recognizing loved ones who are surviving cancer and remembering those who have lost the battle. At dusk, we quietly remember those whose lives have been touched by cancer. Luminary bags line the track, each bearing the name of a loved one. This ceremony of light symbolizes the hope and courage with which we all continue to fight cancer. For a donation, you can remember someone who lost his or her battle to cancer, or honor someone winning the fight.

    In total silence, all of the luminaries are placed and lit around the track and everyone walks the track by the light of the candles. Last year there was a bagpipe player who led us while playing. The luminaries are decorated in support of someone with cancer, or in memory of someone who passed away from cancer or just something in general. Last year this was such a special part of the Relay for us. What a sight it was to see all of the beautiful bags that we and other friends decorated last year. There were so many luminary bags with Hannah's name on them. She loved it! And to see all of the bags that the girls decorated for our friends, warriors and survivors was wonderful.

    Please consider purchasing a luminary this year. The cost is $10 each. We will decorate one for you-I have all the bags here or you are welcome to decorate them yourselves also if you like (I will get you the bags). Let us know if there is anything in particular you would like on your bag and we will decorate it specially for you. If you would like to email any artwork or photos, we can also include those on the bags. We will send you an email with a picture of your bags once they are completed. We'll see if we can get enough to complete one entire circle around the track this year!

    Here is what we need if you are purchasing a bag:

    • Your name and address
    • Who is to be honored on the bag (in memorial or in honor of)
    • Any photos or artwork you would like included on the bag (you can email or send them)
    • Anything additionally you would like us to include on your bag

    Your check made out to American Cancer Society-bags are $10 each, send to us at 1556 Grand Avenue, Mattituck, NY 11952. You may send the money via paypal at kprokop@optonline.net. Please let me if you send it via paypal so that I can watch for it.

    Thank you all for your support for us and the fight against cancer.




    Kim

    Thursday, April 28, 2011

    No No No, how can this be? This post tonight was meant to be about Relay for Life. But as I signed onto my computer, I received another entry about another child struggling to live as the cancer is taking over. Last week it was Hannah who died too soon, she was only 6 years old. This week was Tanner, a 3 year old here on Long Island. And now Nick, fighting for his life, but his parents have been told there is nothing more that they can do. Nick will not get better.

    It's so heartbreaking. When you're done with treatment, each week you move a bit more away from the grim reality that is childhood cancer. It's still there, but it's not at the top of the deck anymore. For those families involved in childhood cancer, that card will always be in the deck. There are all the side effects of treatment to deal with, daily, a constant reminder. You are in the fight now and it's not something you can or want to walk away from. It changes your life. But when you're not there to see the faces every day of the other children going through treatment, the faces of the parents too, the cries in the hallway, the "room" you never want to go into because that's where parents get "the talk," the very harsh side of kids with cancer is muted for you. Not gone, but not at the forefront of your every thought. You try to lead a life of less doctors appointments and more every day issues. You push those hospital stays, stressful days and gut wrenching treatments down inside. I used to feel safe and relieved when we walked into the hospital for treatment because we were doing something to fight the cancer inside of her little body. It was our safe place. But now I feel sick. It makes me feel physically nauseous, shaky, nervous. I want to turn and run right out of there. I don't want Hannah to be the kid who had cancer and we can kind of pretend when we're at home. But when we're back at that hospital, that's who she is. Survivor or not, that's who she is.

    You begin to find people who are like you, their child has cancer. You bond with them, some at the hospital and some only online. It's a bond that is forged hard and fast. It's a bond that lasts, no matter what. Then a child dies that you have come to "know." Some you know better than others. All are people you have come to love. That card comes back to the top of the deck again. The fear, the anger, and anxiety. And this fear and sadness is from afar, from someone whose child has survived. Can you imagine what those parents are feeling? None of us can really. All we can do is be there for them. Listen to them, talk to them about their child that has died and just be there. No one wants their child to be forgotten.

    So tonight, this post is about sadness. Sadness that these children that I had come to know are dying. Sadness that cancer is still winning.

    Kim

    Saturday, April 16, 2011

    Hello everyone,

    I am posting some very important information below from my friend Anne's blog. She has been working with another good friend, Nancy, the founder of Kids v. Cancer on a very important project in the world of pediatric cancer. Both of these friends I met in the cancer world when their sons were fighting cancer. Both had the same kind of cancer as Hannah. Both of their sons are dead.

    Please give 15 minutes of your time to help.

    Please pass along this information in any way you can on your own blogs, by email, through facebook.


    Please do it now.


    Thank you, Kim



    WE NEED YOUR VOICE FOR KIDS FIGHTING CANCER

    Do you have 15 minutes, a computer or phone, and a caring heart? Children across the globe need your help. It is a time of unprecedented opportunity. Thanks to technology, we are learning volumes about the genetic and the biological features of cancer cells, but these advances are not translating into better treatments for children. Every day, we bring children to the brink of death, with outdated toxic treatments, in a desperate attempt to save their lives. It has been 27 years since the FDA has approved a new drug specifically for the treatment of a childhood cancer. Most kids treated today are treated with drugs that were developed for adults in the 1950’s, 60’s and 70’s. Due to a lack of funding, we are decades behind in pediatric cancer treatment. You can change cancer treatments for the next generation of children without leaving your home, or spending a penny. We need you to contact two very influential members of Congress, and ask them to be champions for kids fighting cancer. We need to tell them that curing childhood cancer is a national priority.

    We are asking Congressman John Dingell (Michigan) and Congressman Henry Waxman (California) to join as sponsors of the Creating Hope Act. The Creating Hope Act encourages the research and development of new treatments for pediatric cancer and other rare childhood diseases. It does not require any taxpayer money (an important fact in these tough economic times). It has bi-partisan support in the House of Representatives and Senate, and the support of pediatric oncologists and researchers from across the country. We are targeting Congressmen Waxman and Dingell because we need a strong Democratic sponsor in the House who is on the Energy and Commerce Committee. We already have Democratic and Republican sponsors in the Senate, and Republican sponsors in the House. The support of Waxman or Dingell is key to getting our legislation passed. The kids fighting cancer do not have a political voice, and are counting on us to stand up for them.

    THE PROBLEM

    Few people know that cancer is the number one disease killer of our children. Today, over 40,000 kids are fighting cancer. Over 300,000 children are pediatric cancer survivors. However, almost no money is spent to find a cure for childhood cancer. Although survival rates for some childhood cancers have risen over the last 20 years, it is because we are giving growing children higher and higher doses of toxic drugs. Little is known about how these drugs may affect children decades from now. We do know they cause lasting and serious “late effects” for many survivors immediately following treatment. We must provide targeted treatments for the most vulnerable kids in our community, so they can have the quality of life that is deserved after courageously battling cancer.

    Today, our outdated treatments fail 20-25% of children. These children are far more than statistics. They lose on average 70 years of life, and leave behind devastated parents, siblings and young friends. These kids are willing to fight, but are given wholly inadequate tools. We must do better. The fundamental problem is that pediatric cancer is rare, and pharmaceutical companies have no economic incentive to spend millions of dollars to research, develop, and test a drug that will be sold to a small number of patients. Simply put, they cannot afford to develop a drug that will not turn a profit. Pharmaceutical companies spend millions of dollars developing drugs for common adult cancers. They make little to no investment in treating pediatric cancers. Our federal government does little to help bridge the treatment gap: approximately 4% of the National Cancer Institutes’ budget is used to research treatments for the twelve different types of pediatric cancer.

    A SOLUTION

    The Creating Hope Act creates market incentives and will get the best minds focused on developing better treatments for childhood cancer and other rare childhood diseases. Here is a brief summary of how it works: If a drug company develops, and gets FDA approval of a drug targeted for a Rare Pediatric Disease, including pediatric cancer, they will get a "prize." They will be awarded a voucher for FDA fast-track approval of a second, unrelated drug. They can then use this voucher to speed up FDA review of a blockbuster drug (e.g. hair loss, acid re-flux, impotence- whatever will sell). They will be allowed to sell or transfer the voucher to a different company an unlimited number of times - making the voucher very valuable (the voucher is estimated to be worth tens to hundreds of millions of dollars) . Finally drug companies will have an incentive to help kids with cancer.

    Congressman Waxman is opposed to the Act, on philosophical grounds, because he believes it will give a benefit to pharmaceutical companies, even though he cannot come up with a better alternative. We need him to support the Act, and focus on all the good it will do for deserving kids. Our kids have been waiting decades for better care. We can work together and find innovative ways to advance cancer care for kids.

    WE NEED YOUR HELP

    Working together, we will change the landscape of pediatric cancer research for the kids fighting today and the kids who will take up the fight tomorrow. You have a very important role in our campaign. We need to flood Congressmen Waxman and Dingell’s offices with calls and e-mails as soon as possible.

    We need you to do the following:

    A. Congressmen Waxman

    1) Call Congressman Waxmans’s Legislative Assistant, Matt Connolly at (202) 225-3976, and tell him you want Congressmen Waxman to be an original lead sponsor of the Creating Hope Act; or

    2) E-mail Congressman Waxman’s Legislative Assistant, Matt Connolly at: waxman.staff@mail.house.gov and tell him you want him to be an original lead sponsor of the Creating Hope Act; and

    3) Encourage other people to join our campaign, using Facebook, Twitter, Caring Bridge, and Care Pages.

    B. Congressmen Dingell

    1) Call Congressman Dingell’s Senior Legislative Assistant, Kimberlee Trzeciak, at (202) 225-4071, and tell her you want Congressmen Dingell to be an original lead sponsor of the Creating Hope Act; or

    2) E -mail Congressman Dingell’s Senior Legislative Assistant, Kimberlee Trzeciak, at: kimberlee.trzeciak@mail.house.gov and tell her you want him to be an original lead sponsor of the Creating Hope Act; and

    3) Encourage other people to join our campaign, using Facebook, Twitter, Caring Bridge, and Care Pages.

    Our goal is to flood their offices with e-mails and phone calls right away. Their staff keeps track of the “hot issues” and will let them know this is a pressing issue for many Americans. Regular mail works too, but delivery is delayed for screening (remember Anthrax years ago?) Below are some suggestions for e-mail/ letters and phone calls. If you would like additional facts about childhood cancer, you can get them from Kids v. Cancer’s website: http://www.kidsvcancer.org/facts/


    SUGGESTIONS FOR E- MAIL

    You can decide if you want your e-mail to be more personal, more factual, or a combination of both. You can make it brief, or tell why you care about fighting pediatric cancer. You decide. Here are some tips:

    Paragraph 1: Establish your standing and get their attention. If you live in the congressman’s district, tell them. If you do not, tell them you have standing because the congressman is on the Energy and Commerce Committee, and this issue is a national priority. Since he is on the Committee, he is in a unique position to help kids fighting cancer. Kids around the country are counting on him. Tell them you are speaking for the kids who are fighting cancer in their district now, tell them you are speaking for the bereaved families who are too tired to call, and tell them you are speaking for the kids in their district who will be diagnosed tomorrow or next year.

    Paragraph 2: If you want, communicate your personal story- how has pediatric cancer touched your life? If you want, attach a picture of a child you know who has suffered. Did the cancer treatments work? Were they difficult? Is the child suffering lasting side effects from his treatments?

    Paragraph 3: Include a specific “Ask”-“Please co-sponsor the Creating Hope Act of 2011. Then give them your e-mail and phone contact information and ask for a reply.

    Additional tips: communications from kids usually get special attention. Have the kids you know send letters or pictures. You can give them a fresh insight into the world of childhood cancer.

    SUGGESTIONS FOR A PHONE CALL

    The fastest approach is a phone call. Call Congressman Dingell’s office and ask for Kimberlee Trzeciak at (202) 225-4071; and call Congressmen Waxman’s office at (202) 225-3976 and ask for Matt Connolly.

    1. Give your name, if you are a constituent of theirs, give your address. If you are not a constituent, tell them you have standing to call them because this is an issue of national importance, and the congressman is on the Energy and Commerce Committee. Tell them you are calling for the kids in their district who are too busy fighting cancer now to call, tell them you are calling for the kids who will be diagnosed in their district next week and next year;

    2. Get their attention- personalize why you are interested in childhood cancer “My nephew ___ fought cancer for ___ years. These kids deserve better treatment options. We need more pediatric cancer research.” Provide details and facts if you want. It will help.

    3. Ask them to become an original co-sponsor of the Creating Hope Act of 2011. If you want, briefly tell your personal story/experience with childhood cancer- let them know why we need better treatments- did your child/neighbor/nephew suffer through our current cancer treatments?

    4. Give them your e-mail and phone contact information and ask for a reply.

    Together, we can get Congressmen Dingell and Congressmen Waxman on board! In the future, when you hear about advances in treating childhood cancer, you will know you were part of the solution at a very critical time.

    Please contact us with any questions and let us know of your success at: anne@kidsvcancer.org.

    We are most grateful for your help.



    Nancy Goodman and Anne White