Friday, August 3, 2007

The girls went to camp on Thursday and liked it! It was probably the hottest day of the year so far, but they did have a good time. When it came time to meet everyone at the camp and go off with the counselors, Hannah had a breakdown, crying and clinging to me. I completely expected it, so it didn't come as a big surprise to me. Hannah had always been somewhat shy in new environments, but it is evident that now she is even more so. She really wanted to be there, but didn't want me to leave. Everyone was as nice as could be, but it didn't matter if I wasn't going to be there with her. She and Colby were in the same group, because of their ages, but that didn't matter either. I finally peeled her off and left her with a counselor and Colby for roundup-where the camp kids come together for songs and chants at the beginning of the day. I stayed for a bit to be sure she calmed down. She said she had fun, except when they went swimming and she was put in a different group from Colby because of their ability. Other than that, they both had fun. We are going back for another day on Monday. She told me tonight that she is going to cry again, but I told her "no crying allowed after the first day." We got to see Jacob and his brother Ben at camp. We know Jacob from Boston, he was getting proton radiation when Hannah was, and was our next door neighbot at Spaulding. I spent the day with Nancy, Jacob's mom. It was so great to see them again.

We went to clinic this morning very early. I knew right from the finger stick that it would not be great news. Hannah bled a lot from the stick, much more than normal because her platelet count was so low (platelets coagulate your blood, so if they are low, your blood is very thin.) Counts were:
WBC 1.73 very low
ANC 1.16 low, but pretty good
RBC 2.61 low
HGB 8.41 low
Platelets 39,000 very low, have to be 100,000 for chemo next week

She was given a shot today to boost her hemoglobin. It won't boost her platelets, but if her hemoglobin goes up, it will encourage her platelets to follow. The only precautions we have right now are no contact sports or other activities that might cause injury because we have to be careful about bleeding, since she has trouble stopping any bleeding. She wasn't happy about the shot today, but she was more upset that next week, she will have to get hydration at home while getting chemo on Thursday and Friday. I told her the other option was to be inpatient for 3 days, and even though that was rejected, she still is upset about being accessed and being hooked up to the pump while at home. Part of it may be the invasion of her home space by the procedures that are usually reserved only for the clinic or the hospital. I think they may be a little easier to deal with because they aren't part of our "real life" here at home. Just a thought, sometimes hard to tell.

We go back to clinic on Thursday for chemo. As long as her platelets check out ok, we will get it Thursday and Friday. If they don't go up, she will be delayed until her counts come up. So, let's all cross our fingers that her counts will come up and we'll stay on schedule.

Hannah still has the tinnitus (ringing in the ears.) It is not debilitating for her, so we are still on for the full dose for chemo. There is no treatment for tinnitus and very little is known about it. We are moving her audiogram up by one month to ensure she is not experiencing any hearing loss prior to the next treatment which could affect her hearing.

Today Hannah recieved a whole box of new bandaids from girl scouts in service unit 48, senior troop 2949 and others. THANK YOU! We loved them and your timing was perfect. Hannah took off the bandaid from her finger stick and her finger started bleeding again (6 hours later), so she went to the bandaids and used 2 of them right away. It was so nice of you and we really appreciate it.

xoxo Kim